Haggard moment.

I don't know why. Should I be happy or sad ? What's more important ? Everything you do.

Sports day this week. I am going with different feelings. Confidence for drilling depression for watching. Watching the participants training have make me to have kinda weird feeling. What's always on my mind is '' why can't I be there ? Why should I always be the watcher. WHY don't I be the runner , my friends be the watcher ? ''. It's too late to decide now. No words .

It has been 4 years, I have not accomplished a medal for myself. It is not that I can't do it, it is because that I didn't give any effort. I am feeling depressed, terribly devastated.

I hope that next year is my year. I believe I can make a difference. Nothing is impossible. I believe I will make it.

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.



'' NEVER SAY DIE ''



I'll prove to you people !