Thursday, June 16, 2011

Haggard moment.

I don't know why. Should I be happy or sad ? What's more important ? Everything you do.

Sports day this week. I am going with different feelings. Confidence for drilling depression for watching. Watching the participants training have make me to have kinda weird feeling. What's always on my mind is '' why can't I be there ? Why should I always be the watcher. WHY don't I be the runner , my friends be the watcher ? ''. It's too late to decide now. No words .

It has been 4 years, I have not accomplished a medal for myself. It is not that I can't do it, it is because that I didn't give any effort. I am feeling depressed, terribly devastated.

I hope that next year is my year. I believe I can make a difference. Nothing is impossible. I believe I will make it.

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.



'' NEVER SAY DIE ''



I'll prove to you people !

Saturday, June 11, 2011

The Return

Hello bloggers. It's been ages since I last blogged.

It has been a great two weeks of holiday.
All I do is playing , wasting time, facebooking, youtub-ing, which has become my favourite activity now with a special friend. :P
I didn't leave a handprint at all on my books. I hope my mind is still there. If not, I don't know how am I gonna be in school days which is coming really soon.

And yeah , I had a good vacation on the first week of the holiday. Gold Coast is my very first Oceania trip. It was fantastic. Pictures are coming soon. Patient. Will tell more about my trip.

It's late now. Guess I gotta off. Nights people. Have a sound sleep ! :D